Saturday, June 17, 2006

i do not want to go out with people when i know i wont enjoy their company. i dont know why im obliging to their request(small as it seems) when my happiness is at stake. they claim to be my friends. but it's all superficial. we hardly talk, and gossip is the only thing they do best. i do not enjoy gossiping. neither do i enjoy listening to their gossips. it's hurtful and insensitive. one other thing they enjoy is kbox. i dont mind serious, i dont mind singing kiddy tunes and making merry. but they're into chinese pop songs and whatnots. something i have zero interest in. i feel different, i feel a stranger. this difference is the main issue. i cannot bridge the gap. when the difference is too great, it's hard to understand

so much for difference, i dont wanna type anymore


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